Hesitation

Tonight its the 'Dark of the Moon' a time when the ancient mystics believed there was but a fine veil between worlds of consciousness & subconscious , empathy & telepathy, a veil between worlds of magic, mystical revelations & visions. Which got me thinking,  soon, before too long we will be celebrating when the length of day & night are in equal balance, the magic of Springtime & the Spring  Equinox, the sowing of seeds in certain hope of many things yet to grow, bloom & blossom.  Natures consciousness seems to host splendid vision, relentless trust & unwavering certainty of continuity, of rebirth and change, transition & transformation .. all & more without the slightest hesitation. Energy - the management of power - I guess just like Nature we have unknown resources of power to hand, to utilise & nurture when required. Necessity providing what is often necessary. Yet unlike the consciousness of Nature, we fear our power, we even fear fear itself.  Tethered emotional resources chained to restraints, restrictions, reasons & consequences. Perhaps without hesitation we should unleash our power of creativity, to bloom & blossom as Natures intended, conquer the workings & mechanics of the mind, release the unlimited source of unconditional Love to fuel our every waking moment in the essence of creation. To belong as part of the Earth, an integral part of the Universe . . to manage our power . . to live creatively, authenticity being the trust guide, the inner voice which spoke long before our mouths spoke a single word. Knowledge & wisdom borne from natural adaption & survival, evolution & creation.  Ingenuity a rampant quality before the conditions of the family were engraved, etched within our minds. To believe yet never to belong.  Yet to belong, you have to believe ..  but not only in the 'family' but in thine self, know thy Soul, honour its guidance & serve our uniqueness & simultaneously our place, role & purpose as a member of a much bigger family. A valuable place within our communities - society as a whole. Each of us to bring the gifts of our uniqueness  for us all to share.  Yet how many of our own  hesitations are actually borne from another's conditionings & expectations, influenced by another's understanding.  When we deny our truth, the authenticity, we are denying the very trust in truth that we all need , truth only to be found in our specific differences.

March is a month of change, the winds & equinox, the seeds & sowing, the re birth & renewal, buds bursting from containment. Something tell me we're all going to have to be creative, all going to have to rely upon each other whilst honing our own skills . A time when we need to remember we are going through many transformations during transitional times, now more than ever before we have so much change, so many challenges to rise to on a worldly stage & scale. Now, more than ever before, we need Love, we need neighbours, family & friends . . villages & communities . . together as one to solve the humanitarian crises , the fluctuating instability & uncertainty.  Never before have we known such mass movement of lives, crossing continents & cultures. Never before have we needed to share such tolerance & respect towards our differences. Together we can bring optimism, give each other hope, share a Universal vision, to instil trust & a sense of belonging regardless of all changes, knowing Life is meant to be cyclic, meant to be a hotchpotch of all things  . . a mixture of lessons to learn from, a life when we understand the many essential experiences, A life when we have little or no fear of fear itself, or fear & confusion over sadness, or loss or change.

We need all sorts & all things to become whole,  without hesitation we need to thrive & adapt. Realising that emotional pain or physical suffering isn't something to be frowned upon, this blame another for our own accidents & mistakes or ill health, we seem to have given birth to a culture of 'suing' when things don't go the way we 'expect' them to, when things don't go our way.  Ultimately such deep changes of attitude & personality traits are having a profound effect on our ability to maintain & regulate homeostasis, harmony & happiness. If always we think being sad or losing out on something is wrong, never will we find the true value & essence of all we have within. The courage & trust it takes for a seed to grow into an Oak tree, for a caterpillar to believe in metamorphosis :)   Taking responsibility for our own feelings, owning them  & learning from them would be a wondrous gift of Spring... as opposed to the suing mentality, the blaming others for our own shortcomings. Heres to rebirth, here's to renewal, rejuvenation & repair however it may occur. To sunsets & sunrises .. after the longest, coldest darkest Winter .. Natures knows soon it will be Spring . . warmth & light, fruits & harvests. Guess its all about balance, to accept chaos creates  . . its about never fearing hardship & change .. my motto for Spring fear only staying the same as we could miss out on a whole explosion of life bursting from containment :) Roll on lighter, longer, brighter & much MUCH warmer days!!! :)